February 2012
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Watchxgabberx.
makes me want a cat more than ever.
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January 2012
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being small.
I bought a dress the other day, and it was a beautiful dress. It was black, below the knee, lace panels at the front and back, and a gathered waist. But as soon as I put it on, all I could see was how big it made me look. Or how big I thought it made me look. It made me feel incredibly sad, that I couldn’t just wear this beautiful dress and feel beautiful and not care if it made my hips look...
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2012.
Things I need to do, want to do, and have to do in the next year.
Get a more inspiring, less soul-destroying job. Preferably less stressful too.
Go back to dancing. Must find a dance school which is not a trillion miles away.
Get stronger for pole. Get better at lifting my own body weight, get back on my flexibility and generally get off my fat butt.
Actually make recipes from the recipe...
December 2011
5 posts
not the same.
November 2011
8 posts
suffering from cross-stitcher's wrist.
It’s taken me so long to find a job that I should be grateful to have one.
But I can’t help but feel like my confidence takes a battering every day, some way or another, and I have no job security. What seemed like a wonderful opportunity is slowly being twisted into something that makes me feel nervous and sick every day.
It is Sunday night, and getting out of bed tomorrow is not...
you put my feet back on the ground.
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October 2011
25 posts
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Watchmaking the most of an empty house by improvising in the living room.
please ignore the Aaron Carter hair and the cellulite.
I run out of ideas around 1:18.
apologies for the flexed feet at some points (force of habit in box splits) and the lack of back flexibility. and, well, the lack of being a professional dancer and having a limited repertoire.
to be stronger.
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