I bought a dress the other day, and it was a beautiful dress. It was black, below the knee, lace panels at the front and back, and a gathered waist. But as soon as I put it on, all I could see was how big it made me look. Or how big I thought it made me look. It made me feel incredibly sad, that I couldn’t just wear this beautiful dress and feel beautiful and not care if it made my hips look...
Things I need to do, want to do, and have to do in the next year. Get a more inspiring, less soul-destroying job. Preferably less stressful too. Go back to dancing. Must find a dance school which is not a trillion miles away. Get stronger for pole. Get better at lifting my own body weight, get back on my flexibility and generally get off my fat butt. Actually make recipes from the recipe...