writing is so, so hard.
I found a competition to enter to kick-start my writing again, however now it’s become so difficult to fuel the ideas without thinking about the competition. why should I need the prestige of winning a competition in order to write? why can’t I just write for myself, and enjoy the writing process?
Creating original characters and landscapes is tremendously difficult, I find myself sitting staring into space trying to think, and all I see are characters from books I love in settings which aren’t mine.
back to the drawing board.
stars out. the scent of summer. hot hands.